The past three weeks have felt like months! This roller coaster is traveling fast, and emotions are high. Talking on the phone is a five time daily experience and each time we speak, it seems like he's on another adventure. He's marketing a very new airline, with lots of money and planes. I think the airline will do well, and Drew is the perfect person to get everyone organized!
When Drew accepted the position at Independence Air, we didn't expect all that would happen. The new job comes with much difficulties, especially homesickness for Seattle and ME! We're making decisions everyday, but whether or not I join him in VA is undecided.
Either here or over there, I continue to seach for jobs on both coasts. I am considering taking a part time position so that focus on Renaissance Learning, Educator Cruises, and administration classes! If I stay in Seattle, the short weeks will be great for me to visit Drew every 3-4 weeks.
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Sent to Drew:
Hi Honey,,,
I want to write again, because I really need to get these thoughts out in the open and they are pretty basic. We need to have more faith in our lives. We need to either find a way or make a way. Together with our love for each other, we can do anything.
The position you were hired for is the position you have been looking for for many years. A director is going to deal with every problem under the sun, especially a director that does not have much experience. Experience is the only "real" learning we can get. I can't think of another way to learn what needs to be learned with out application... not from a book or a teacher.
You have the support from many people but it's going to only be you that is able to find or make your way in this life.
I want to move to VA and be with you. I would like to take this opportunity and explore life in another part of the world. I would like to give you support where you need it, whether it be a listening ear, a packed lunch, a hot dinner, somebody to hang out with on the weekend, problem solve a situation, run an errand, or just be close.
People who are focused on goals, don't make mistakes. We don't make mistakes, because we have faith in ourselves, each other and in God.
If it turns out that Flyi doesn't work out, for whatever reason, we make another plan. If that plan is to return to Seattle then that's what happens. I don't know how to achieve dreams without risk. My dream is not to have money, live in Seattle, have nice things, travel or be safe. My dream is to be with you and achieve our goals. Without faith we will take no risk because we're not able to step up to the plate and go for it.
I could live anywhere if I know I am in the direction I need to be heading. Many people are content in being safe, and basically live life wonder "what if", that's not me. I believe in myself and I believe in you. If going backwards to move forwards is needed, then that's what I am willing to do.
I could lose my house, my car, my things, my view, my Apple, because they are not important. My health, my mind, my dreams and YOU are the most important.
I love you very very much and I believe in us. Really Drew, what is important?
Jeffrey
PS. I hope you have fun today, make a difference, continue your plan, support others, and attempt to resolve areas you know need attention.
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